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Latest updates: got a single room next sem but i'm getting so tired of staying in hall, yet so hard to say goodbye. got my second gold of the year. softball. didn't get the sliver for soccer. a lil disappointed considering the efforts put in but considering that i didn't even get to be in the reserves, won't feel proud even if i get the medal. the rest of the news not that important, just that i didn't do as well in the quizzes as i hoped. projects deadlines are drawing near but my panic button seems faulty.

having a cheerleading performance at bishan park in 2 hrs time... no point sleeping. just found out gemini showed various obvious traits which are that 'they joke a lot and that they are very deep beneath the smile of theirs.' heh.. well.. it's not because that Geminies are born jokers, there's many reasons for them to joke. many. and for the second trait, i believe everyone has something beneath their smiles and laughter. i mean what's the point of letting other people worry for you by telling them about it? since it's my problem, i should be the only one who needs to worry right? there only need one unhappy soul in this world to keep the rest happy and not the other way round. so, smile and the whole world smiles with you.

had this wonderful dream before i woke up. wanted to carry on sleeping. wells, sweet dreams only last til you wake up. ironically, instead of feeling happy, i was feeling so sad, so down after waking up. as you know, dreams never come true. for me that is. how i wish that i can switch dreams to reality. i'm so tired but i don't wannna sleep. i want to dream no more for it brings more pain than bliss. fallen.