Harder for me than you.

the se7en mile cycling went off w/o much a hitch 'cept for a casualty or two but it sure made one thing damn obvious. didn't get to mingle much with the guys.. sigh.. why am i the medic anyway...
It's tiring to act natural. the extra effort put in despite feeling awkward. but the effort is not being reciprocated and that makes me feel so stupid. i suddenly felt like the most repulsing person in the world. well, action speaks louder than words and i suppose that is your stand. Everything just went wrong since that day and i thought the day was to express one's self. things might have been different if i wasn't that impulsive. bad move perhaps. guess i was grossly misinterpreted. wasn't asking for anything. i mean it's not wrong to like someone and by liking someone, there's no need to start a relationship right away right? over the years, i've learnt to take things a step at a time and if you never try, you'll never know what will happen next. if anything, girls...(i mean girls as a whole) never EVER leave a guy hanging. we, guys, always appreciate if you girls will tell us your next step. it's already so hard for us to pluck up the courage to express ourselves, don't make it any harder for us. we can always fall back as friends and not awkward strangers if things don't work out. guess this will be the last entry on this episode. you can't clap using one hand right? at least for the 1st time i'm able to tell why i like someone. thx for being that someone. =)