Botched.

Had my 1st major interview today. fared pretty badly i guess. was told to calm down and increase my volume. had a torrid time trying to answer all the questions fired at the rate of a machine gun. to stop me from feeling nervous she said. tried my utmost to answer and regain my composure. then i did the ultimate boo boo. what's my greatness weakness she asked. my answer, ' i think i'm a lazy person.' . headshot. end of interview. Argh... stupid answer.

bye bye scholarship.

feeling miserable. not because of the lost of scholarship but of that i could have do so much better.