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Organised an outing with the yr 2 guys to JB. intended to go gokarting but the weather spoilt it for us. woe to the guys, joy to the gals coz we went to the huge JUSCO to walk around. the gals consisting of rain, grace and sandy went about their precise yet devastating assault on the boutiques while the guys consisting of me, fahmi, clarence, amos and karkiat walked around. had dunkin' donuts and got some stuff before we went to todak for a seafood dinner! met lingying and seng there.. what a coincidence! had kim ba lor, oat prawns, lemon chicken, butter crayfish, kailan, shellfish and chili crabs. the crabs were a tat disappointing and shellfish undercooked but other then that, it was good. then we made our way to holiday plaza to whack the dvds and games. was in such a tight schedule that we only had an hour b4 the place closes. there, i was completely dumbfounded but that's another story that cant be told. hee.
had a truely wonderful time, was organising it as my secret celebration. *wink* haha.. thanks guys for a good time and celebration though you guys may not have known the celebration part. was for myself only... hahaha.. on the other hand, couldn't get the special someone to go watch movie with me.. was part of my secret celebration tour plan. oh well, guess that's the signal for me to give it up.. heh.. hope you'll find back that special someone you've been waiting all this time for or at least that someone better than me...

countdown begins... 2 days left..

Beeps and barcodes.

just woke up from my short and eventful slumber. did two consecutive nights of stocktake in changi airport. lousy pay with a heavy workload. only 5 bucks per hour, what was i thinking when i agreed to this!? but it's quite an experience though.. heh.

fortune cookie, fortune cookie, you lied.

Live the moment.

Back. gotten over with everything. everything that had happened last week. Anyway, my EID started and we finally decided on making a laptop bag since all other suggestions had been rejected. 1st week of EID is fun! Don't know about the rest of my groupmates but the elective i chose, 'creative thinking', is so interesting and fun! got a mini project which was to protect an egg from breaking after being thrown from 3 storeys. it's so secondary school but well, i had fun and my group's prototype was praised and kept by the prof. *beams* sigh.. but the serious stuff are coming up next week. sianz.
during EID, we've been playing court soccer almost everyday and we found a new entertainment spot! movie-ing in hall 7! basically, we just set up the projector and screen in the jam band room and viola, a mini theatre! need to get new court soccer shoes.. mine's got a hole in the sole le.. bleah~ having out of money experience..
finally, went to jb on fri, vesak day. a word of advice, never and i mean never go on a holiday day. went with the sec sch ppl, ter, sg, lansi, zhiyi, seng, ly. spent 2 freaking hours queueing in the malaysia's custom, literally. during queueing, experienced some weirdo trying to take photos of lansi and zhiyi on the sly and he did such a bad job at it that the whole group of us knew about it. haha. to make matter worse, someone couldn't make it to the toilet and left some human waste on the floor! i guess it's some kid, hopefully. hee. singaporeans seem to have different personalities. they can queue up properly in the singapore's customs but once reached malaysia's customs, they cut queues like a hot knife through butter. =D anyway, back to main objective, we made our way to permas jaya to play the go-kart. it was fun except for the weather to come and spoil everything. everyone started to play drifting when the drizzle came. lansi and terence got caught in the heavy downpour and boy, were they drenched. made our way to jusco, a shopping centre that looks big but did not have much to offer inside. bought myself a new tee cos mine got dirty. that reminds me, don't wear white when go-karting! lansi got herself a new set of clothes while terence got a tee. had cheesecakes from secret recipe before going to KFC to taste how different it was compared to singapore's. made our way to totak, a seafood restaurant facing sembawang. had black pepper crabs, drunken prawns, oat prawns, steamed pomfret, shellfishs, chilli crayfish, otah.. the bill was rm215 which made out about rm30 each. about 15 sing! how cheap is that! going to jio the hall guys there next week! can't wait! vroom vroom!

i'm living it! one life, live it! be glad.

It's not just that but it's everything else.

today is a truely lousy day. i was driving out for lunch when i got into an accident with this cyclist. my bonnet and roof got dented while my windscreen got smashed. amazingly, the cyclist's fine cept for a few cuts on his back. not going to argue who's fault. what i am really trying to get through here is that it just sums up what an unlucky man i am. never won anything in lucky draws, never lucky in slotting questions for exams, never lucky in relationships, always getting some freak accidents and now, this. i am really at a loss. just when everything's starting to look rosy, i got a battering. what did i do??
i tried my hardest to comply with parent's wishes by studying hard to get into jc, did i not? knowing that will make my parents happy despite the turbulent times then.
i tried to listen to people's problems and tried my hardest to find solutions. i tried to be what my crushes likes in a guy, i tried and i tried, to become someone that i am not. now, i really don't know who i am anymore. when exams ended, i am ready to be back to myself when this had to happen. a sign? probably.
why do things have to happen at the wrong times. father's not having a happy time in work and because of the car, he had to continue working for a while. everyone in the family is contributing to the car's expense while here i am, free riding. when the accident happened, the person who i think is in the wrong is really just me. who else to blame for the extra expenses, the repairs, the compensations?
father just called me. he did not scold me which made me feel worse than i already am. so, for the first time, in a long time, i cried while he was on the phone telling me everything's fine. knowing him as the sort of person who cares so much for new things, i do really wished that he had scolded me instead. sorry.

if everything can be so simple.