想。

我应该放手了。
可是，我办不到。

Frustration.

Weather's not helping by raining at the ungodly hours. drenching my clothes.
when things are not going your way, it's really out to fool you.
I was such a dumb arse. to mistake a 2hr paper as a 2.5 hr paper.
it's as good as commiting suicide. unforgiveable. unpardonable sin.
things i don't want to see, things i don't want to know.
they always come back to haunt you.

hate me.

Rythme in my head.

Way Back Into Love from Music And Lyrics

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Words fail me.

Exams are near. 24 hours to the first paper. aim is clear. As and Bs.

Been a long time since i'm here.

So much i want to say.

So, here goes...




























that's all i have to say. words fail me.

lucks to all having exams! esp those final year peeps! it's a jungle out there..

=)