Random mumblings.

a sms - free.

a phone call - $0.20.

present - a lot of effort physically, mentally & financially.

friendship - priceless.

Past week.

Past week has been quite eventful. Went to watch "Quidam". Was anything but boring.. a great and spectacular show. though the show's quite ex but it's worth every penny esp since i was subsidised half the amount! muahahaha..

Guess that's the only good thing happening for me.. now for bad things.. didn't managed to play any street soccer.. sianz.. wanted to show off my new shoes.. hope will be able to do so next week. During saturday's friendly match against NUS IVP, i realised i didn't improve at all. need to work much harder to break into the team. then, found my puzzle frame had dropped. the frame was too heavy for the hooks. damn, the fall caused one edge of the frame to have scratches. lastly, i was maligned, maybe not in the person's view but in my view, yes. wtf, the person didn't even bother to listen to explainations. All these because i joined the other DND committee and not clarence's one. EXCUSE ME... it's not that i don't want to join but in that post, he already had people in it and he wanted to pull out the hall king to put me in which i feel is not right. reason being that he had not been asked whether he was interested whereas the other pageant ppl had been asked. yes.. i admit it's due to my hesitancy that clarence chose other ppl for the post but it's not that i don't want to help in his committee.. i believe when one want to take up the post, one has to be certain that one is capable and able to do one's best in it as well as have people one feel able to work with. But whatever.. i don't really need to explain myself to you anyway. nothing pisses me off more than a FRIEND wrongfully accusing me of something without checking the facts. Obviously, you don't know me well enough.

Sigh. yep. it was a good start but ended rather badly. Not going to think about it anymore. Looking forward to a better week ahead.

Beautiful Dawn.

Ironic title. Hee.. but well, that's what i'm feeling right now. Had a great day yesterday, met up with judy at queensway. Bought my new street soccer shoes, 'NIKE FIRST TOUCH'. Guys.. be afraid, be very afraid... =P Got myself a tee too.. Yes.. i was on a shopping spree! sorry ju.. we could not get to eat the swedish meatballs.. we'll eat it next time kaes? hee.. Next, we went town and had a satisfying nydc meal. Happy dio ho! haha.. went to look for a pair of flip-flops while judy was looking for a jacket though both of us couldn't get our desired items.. a bit sucky but well... we can always shop again!

judy managed to sneak me into the new smu compound and man.. i was in total awe.. it was new *duh* and cool.. well, too bad i am not a business person else i'll love it there. we watched 'the longest yard'.. funniest show i've watched so far.. TWO thumbs up!

Well, when shit happens, good things will come along making life colourful again.. Been so long since i had such a great and enjoyable day.. thx ju.. for everything! go out shopping again soon alriteS?? Lemme know the results of your singing competition yo? hee.. kaes.. going back hall liaoz.. buhbye!

Fairytale.

Some friends end up to be great friends.
Some end up to be lovers.
Some end up to be strangers.
And some, well, just friends.

When i first met you,
i thought we can end up being great friends.
But fate reared its ugly head and decided otherwise.

I saw this rainbow in a distance
And decided to walk towards the rainbow's end
hoping to find a pot of gold.
Today i've reached its end
Yet i found emptiness.
It's on the other end.
Anyone who is willing to walk to that end,
i believe,
will be the happiest and wealthiest man in the world.
That is, before the rainbow disappears.
For me, it's just spells the end of a beautiful fairytale
without its fairytale ending.

Now, leave me alone.
and let me busk in solitude.

Song i'm listening to now.

How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.